Feeling good about life...

I really am... actually... I've felt really good about a bunch of things since i've been in pharmacy school. They say that when you go off to a new place you can reinvent yourself, and i think i've done that here in Memphis. 90% of me is the same old scott... but that other 10%, that 10% that made me shy, timid, and generally reserved with a tangeble sense of low self confidence has left the building. Its just a really big boost to be in a really friendly place doing what i've strived to do for so long (yeah i know i say that all the time), with lots of nice/smart people, all of whom i seem to be able to get along with very well... something in my brain always told me that i just wasnt good at meeting people, or that i wasnt all that interresting, but that was all crap. I wish i could go back 4 yeas and shake myself when i started to feel so lonely and misreable about life. I realize now that i am actually a fun, exciting, talented, and friendly guy who should have never been afraid to talk to anyone at UT or otherwise (you can disagree if you want!). I should have never been afraid to go work out with Josh all those times because i wasnt actually the unattractive or wimpy person that i thought i was in my head. I shouldndt have wasted valuable seconds of my life feeling sad about any of those girls who i convinced myself were the one missing thing that would complete my life... that was just dumb...
On a side note, Mandy and I are doing great and recently celebrated 13 months of being together... which might be a record for me... let me check... yeah we broke the scott record back at month 3!!
here are some pictures because well... i care about my audience.