light blue... time...

Soo its Saturday night… things have been pretty busy around the house this semester- this has by far been the busiest I’ve ever seen it here… I exceeded my expectations on the first big test… considering that its been over classes that we had during rush, and two big presentations, I’m actually, honestly surprised I did so well- but hey, I’ll take it… I’ll be honest- I actually checked my grade later in the day on Friday just to make sure it wasn’t a mistake, hehe…

Listening to some dashboard right now (the old acoustic stuff)… its really amazing how when I get in a funk about something that his music really just connects with me- I could basically just take about 3 of those tracks and about 3 third eye blind tracks and loop them and listen for hours and never really get tired of it… and its funny now because I’m NOT in a funk about anything, I feel pretty great about everything, actually… hmm… that’s cool to realize, because its true.

…I mean a little hard work mixed with some good exercise- its great medicine for the soul, I’ll tell you that much… though I guess the “hard work” part just refers to the last few weeks and not to the last few days after the test, because I’ve just been kicking back and taking it easy…

So I’m really starting to notice that my torso looks different now… its just starting to become a lot more… “tight” or maybe ‘toned’ but its got a while to go before you could call it toned- and I say tight because you know, its that feeling when you get stronger and you just flex and it feels like your entire arm is just solid- like all the weakness is gone- when I get done swimming that’s what my chest/back/arms feel like- its just a feeling more than anything- like everything is just solid… not all that far away from post-bluecoats muscles of steel (except there’s still some padding in the way)… so I’m gonna keep going with the whole swimming thing… I like feeling strong… I much prefer the feeling to weakness.

All in all- (grades/body) everything is going exactly according to plan or better- I’d say I’m “on track”… sleep time