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Hello and welcome to Scott phone… I got nothing… I don't really have a “reason” for writing right now… but Jesse asked me why I hadn't written in awhile and I didn't have a reason. I usually write some on Tuesdays and Thursdays… and also Wednesdays because the weekends are usually busy, or I work, and I work Mondays and Fridays… so there. Got a big stupid test coming up… I’m going to do great on it… (Providing a study a lot). Work is good… there is this girl, Christine, that was in Bluecoats with me. She signed my blog about a week ago I think… you guys don't know her. I was just reading something she had written on her journal, and its something to the effect of her feeling sad about being single, and she used the word “worthless” to describe how she felt at one point… and I look at that, and I just don't get it. This girl is beautiful, smart, talented, fun, and very nice… (Todd can vouch for me on the beautiful part- remember when we were walking away from the chuck-truck on the way back to the car after finals and I said goodbye to her and you asked me if that was the girl I had mentioned before) …and she doesn't see it. I wish she could see herself. I feel like she said she did sometimes too with being single and all… and there are sometimes that I do feel worthless… but I know I’m not and I know that I’m just “undiscovered”… not undeserving. It’s the same with her. Makes me feel bad for the times that I myself have felt the same way because I know I shouldn’t. Ok well I gotta go to class… I'll have a break or two between classes today so expect more… and I should get my jacket today, so that's good…. Mmm…jacket….