And thats the way the cookie crumbles...

Scott here… I had an OK day today… nothing too great… it went something like:
Class
Nap
Lunch
Class
Class
TV
Printer problems at presidential computer lab trying to print out my advanced cell biology journal article for our group presentation
Hung out at Josh’s
Shower
200 sit-ups
Church
Olive Garden
Called Mandy, but she could only talk for a couple of minutes because she was doing something else ((big frowny face)).
Writing this blog…

So there it is… not really anything worth writing about… but I’m writing about it anyways… I’m listening to the 3rd track on the Blink 182 album… I like it but its a little depressing… I wonder why I’m so paranoid? Its just kind of an inside joke with Mandy and I now, but I really am paranoid… I always think about things too much, and worry about stuff that I might not need to worry about… I would like to be more worry-free about things. I think I’m getting a little better, but I’d say I’m still one of the most paranoid people I know… and I know a lot of people. Its not fun being paranoid because you don't really know what does or does not warrant your worrying! It’s a pain. Its crazy because that's really how it is… I just can't really tell what I need to worry about so I usually just play it safe and worry about most things that are debatable to me…

I think I’m going to start posting some of the stuff I wrote while I was on the road this past summer: It will probably be semi-random, and I'll just try to get a complete entry in so as to not get stuff chopped up. So here is the first one… (let me go find the journal if I can).. I think I'll start in the back:

“8-4-03 10:30 pm

Wow… its really close to the end… only a few days left. We have our last practice day tomorrow and then it’s a parade the next day and then semis quarters and finals. Then its back to the”real” world. I need to stop worrying about what I’m going to do when I get back, but I can't stop myself. I can't wait… I really can't wait to get back to normal life. I know I’m going to miss all of this. Lights out. Peace- Scott”