yep

yeah i deleted that last entry... it wasnt because of your comment, todd, i just think sometimes how i feel at a certain moment, though i really do feel that way at the moment, isnt always representative of the average way that i feel i guess...i would be misrepresenting myself to sound overly happy or upset because i'm a mix of those things on any given day...hope that makes sense.. and i dont need to take anything out on the guy, he was just doing what any guy would do i think (different than what i would do in many ways, but who am i to set the standard?)... he is "great" too in his own way i'm sure. I shouldnt compare myself... the only thing i can hold against him was his rudeness about the bluecoats to my face, which doesnt even matter... i dont care... and the rest doesnt matter because i'm not even a small part of her life any more... so what if he is? good for him. He must deserve it. I'm fine...